Rihanna reportedly intends to spend Thanksgiving with Chris Brown.
Chris is still under supervised probation for beating her in 2009, but Rihanna has reportedly told friends she can't live without him because they "have shared so many firsts" together.
A source close to the 24-year-old singer said: "She likes, no scratch that, she loves him. She can't live without him.
“He was her first on so many levels and females, especially females never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, forget their first!"
Rihanna released her new album, Unapologetic, on Monday and wrapped up her 777 promotional tour in New York on Tuesday.
She performed seven concerts in seven different countries in seven days and travelled by private plane with 150 fans and journalists.
The insider revealed she is looking forward to some down time and plans to spend Thanksgiving with her close family and friends tomorrow but might even use to the time to visit Chris in Germany where he is currently on tour.
The source told HollywoodLife.com: "She's going to spend it with the one she loves. That's all I'm saying.
"It's real love though and can't anything stop that from happening and developing more between them. That's how she feels about Chris, and that's how he feels about her."
REVIEW: Rihanna Brings Controversial '777' Tour To London's The ForumKristen Stewart Talks Having A Baby With Robert Pattinson: 'I Want Him To Have Rob's Eyes'
Robert Pattinson's Friends Organise Lads' Holiday Without Kristen Stewart
I'm A Celebrity's TV Chiefs To Ask 'Some Serious Questions' Over Brian Conley Exit Controversy?