Nicole Scherzinger seems to have it all, right? She's talented, gorgeous, and has a rather fit boyfriend as well.
Nicole Scherzinger has revealed she battled bulimia 'for years'. Copyright [WENN]However, Nicole Scherzinger has bravely admitted that that despite her apparent satisfaction with life, and her massive success, she battled bulimia 'for years' whilst she was in the Pussycat Dolls.
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The singer revealed: "I just hated myself. I really was so disgusted with myself and so embarrassed. I felt so alone. I was in a group, and I never felt so alone in my life."
She continued: "Every time I had a second to be alone, I was doing something to myself. You get, like, blisters on your hands or scars on your hands, and I'd try to hide those. I think the girls could tell."
Nicole Scherzinger said bulimia became an 'addiction'. Copyright [WENN]Nicole Scherzinger went on to reveal that she never spoke about the illness, and said it became her 'addiction'.
She said: "It's embarrassing. I never spoke about it. Like I said, I never want to play a victim, and I never wanted my family to hear about things from me because I think it would break their heart, you know."
"I guess it was like my addiction, right? I never did drugs, but kinda doing things to myself was my addiction. It's like when I got off stage, I was on this high, and I'd come back to my room and I'd be alone, so I would just do things. My bulimia was my addiction; hurting myself was my addiction."